December 16, 2011

Trying to put myself first really just feels like screwing other people over/letting them down. I try not to make plans I’m not sure I can keep, but recently I’m needing to back out of even sparse/minimal commitments. It is relieving to carve out those little bits of space/time for myself, but also i feel like a big jerk. At least am at a point in my life where I feel pretty sure that my friends will forgive me and stay my friends even when I flake out. That itself is a tremendous comfort and relief.

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  1. rocktopussy said: Of course we will. Dude, take a break. You run yourself ragged and push yourself too hard and that’s not healthy for anyone. Sometimes you just gotta say “fuck it” and check out for a little bit. <3<3<3
  2. asasparrow posted this